in stories, things turn out the ways the author wants. and in the real life, they don't always. i'm afraid my murder would be like my bridge, i'd make a stupid mistake and never realize it.
"Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip." 灵魂和脸面及至空无内里投射于社会个体化分裂荒诞结局里黑心的房地产商…